alex.
twenty two.
25MARCH85.
SINGAPORE INSTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT.
LOVE SPORTS.
WISHLIST.
laptop
printer
Happiness
back pack
good grades
trip to Taiwan
basketball shoe
new sound system
a good badminton racket
full LIGAMENT recovery
creative mp3 - at least 8GB
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YAK YAK.
Thursday, July 29, 2004
My god... I am so so so injured... must be the long jump training i did tat day... damn.. my shin is hurting like crazy... so today i nver train.. dun think i can train 2moro also... tat y i came home early today... i took a nap... and during the duration of this nap... i had one of the best dream i ever had.... i was with this ger(i shall not say who, but is a dream ger in sch).. we were toking and toking and was toking abt relationship. in the dream, i was telling her i feel damn inferior and feel that i am not goin to be able to get a gf soon.. she sort of encourage mi and so on but i just continue to say i am lousy, not gd enough.. and den she got very sad and jus ran away... dumb dream right? whahahha... after which i realise tat she had feeling for mi!! (if only this is true in real life) so i chased after her... running and running afterwhich i caught up with her.. i hug her tightly and apologised... she was very angry and do not want to listen to mi at all... however i jus held on to her tightly... jus as she was abt to break free, i hold onto her hand and we held hand... whahhah *so sweet* den she jus sort of cool down and we walk hand in hand back to where we previously are.... oh man.. when i woke up i jump straight into bed again jsu hoping for the dream not to end... but i am feeling the "xin suan" of the dream now as i know this will nver happen to mi in real life... i had a few of this type of dream along the yrs and they are so wonderful when u r dreaming... but when u wake up... u feel the "xin suan" i had nver been lucky with girl at all... i know i am damn ugly la... haiz... my slogan for this problem is.. "I am alway only good enough to be a best fren and joker... yet nver gd enough to be a bf..." do girl like joker or cool cool guy who alway sit one side? whahhaha... i am jus born to be the joker.. popular? maybe... popular enough to make them like me as a bf? nahz... no way man...
To the ger i mention in my previous tread.. yeah, i am trying to forget abt u.. i know u dun know it.. but i know everything tat u feel and say... y? cause it is my fren u r toking to... haha... btw.. dun keep on asking mi why i am sad when i know u do not want to know the truth at all... and dun try to be a bit closer to mi jus bcoz someone say u had suddenly look like u r distancing yourself from mi... it make mi happy if i am not in a right mind.. but it make mi feel damn sad cause wat u r doin now (getting on closer term with me) is jus an act... all an act... it hurt mi damn so much u know....
Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 11:35 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
I am back!! Finally decided to come and post something new... Jus wanna say i am so in love with a ger in track now... when i am not with her... i feel i can try my best and do without her... however.. when i saw her and hang out with her... i feel i can nver nver nver do without her.....
Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 11:42 PM
